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12.07.05 (5:41 am)   [edit]

Okay...ever since Jeremy and I split I have tried other relationships out and it just seems like I am not good enough for anyone here at Central. I just wish I could go back to my home town where all the guys are interested in me and there isn't so many conflicts in Niangua as there is in Central. I really was isolated in my little town, things here at Central are so kaotic and I just thought Niangua was crazy, there were so many things I really didn't know. Well give me some advice...

 
Hell...
11.18.05 (7:13 am)   [edit]
Well I am so sorry it has taken me this long to write... gosh what a time I have had since October. Well I was in a foster home and I was having a lot of problems so I ran away from there, then I decided to turn myself in a couple of weeks later because I was sick of hiding out. Well my foster mom is a bitch so she took me to a mental hospital. I am NOT insane. Anyways I had fun there though...met alot of neat people. Then after there I went to a dention which I stayed at for a couple of weeks which SUCKED! Now I am currently in RGS (girls home) and I love it there. I am attending Central High....well peace...
 
Craig N Nikole's Song
07.08.05 (1:01 pm)   [edit]

"Dilemma"
(feat. Kelly Rowland)


[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. neeeeed you - but

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, boy you know I'm crazy over you
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, boy you know I'm crazy over you

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And uhh, she got the hots for me the finest thing my hood did see
But oh no, oh no, she gotta a man
and a son, doh'ohhh, but that's okay
Cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin
And in no time.. (no time) I..
I plan to make this wah-one mi-i-ne.. and that's for sure
Cause I, I never been the type to, break up a happy home
But uh, there's somethin bout baby girl I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be? She said
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I see a lot and you look and I never say a word
I know how niggaz start actin trippin out here about they girls
And there's no way-ayy-hey, Nelly gon' fight over
no day-hey-ame.. as you can see
But I, I like your steez, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his 2-seater
Now that's gangstah-ah-ahhh..
And I got special ways to thank yah-ah-ahhh.. don't you forget it
But uh, it ain't that easy for you to pack and leave him
But uh, you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turn to leave, she said

[Chorus]

[Nelly] Sing it for me K

[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. (c'mon girl)
And it's more than you'll.. ever know
But.. it's fo'sho
You can always count on my love
Foreveeeeer more, yeahh-yeahh..

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me

 
Kenny Chesney
07.08.05 (12:51 pm)   [edit]
Kenny Chesney images Look at him he is just such a cutie huh?! He ruins everything when the hat goes off though... LOL. Also if he didn't have that voice i feel he would be a little screwed don't you think?
 
Ever?
07.08.05 (12:35 pm)   [edit]

I was just sitting here thinking about my past again and how messed up people can really be...ever been there? Ever since I was little  I wanted to be like this girl or that girl...most girls I know have whatever the hell they want the parents the car the boyfriend the clothes the shoes and then some. Me? I have the guy and I feel that is about it. It took me 5 years of shitty relationships to finally get that...


All the girls out there that think they have everything you don't because I once did until my mom turned her back on me and kicked me out because of my abusive drug addict father. I was barely 16 and before that I felt I had everything... even the boyfriend I had at the time was my everything unfortunately after he was diployed over seas he also screwed me over. Suprise suprise should've seen that coming.


Now? I am in a homeless facility for teens who couldn't live on there own or something got in the way... in my case it would be a car wreck which prevented me from getting to work and so I lost my job and so did my fiance Craig. I am doing okay it is hard and sort of embarrassing for me to be homeless and know that this really was my last resort... sometimes I do blame Craig because I am scared of admitting to myself that I screwed up and put myself in this position. I just hope he really knows how I really feel and knows I do blame all of this on me and I don't really understand how I feel myself so it makes it that much harder when he doesn't understand and wants to know why I do the shit I do...I don't even know. I just hope everything will soon go back to the way it was suppose to be in the beginning ....


Well there is my story maybe it will make a shelf if it does kick ass cuz I will finally have the money to do what I need to do...LOL


 


 


 

 
"Bless The Broken Road" I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I'm just rolling home Into my lover's arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you.